December 10, 2007 - 6:24pm — bluestarz90
a hot mess~!
I don't know what to do anymore.. so many things going on at the same time~!!! it's as if the whole world is telling me to just give up! BUT!!! I don't want to give up! I wish there was someone out there that is as excited about this project that I'm starting as I am.. I wish there was someone even more excited! some kind of motivation and some kind of light is all I want. People are so busy that I can't start this project fully. The papers are still undone and all I can do is keep on telling the people that there is a meeting and that the papers are due by a certain date. Why can't I just get this through! - phew! I feel much better now.. well.. it really is hard for me to handle all this paperwork.. I called for a meeting but it feels like only some of us will show up. I hope that the papers get done by the end of this year and start a new year with a new feeling!